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When I Look Back

by Taite

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When asked about the single, Taite explained:

"The song is centered around depression and feeling like you'll never be able to find love in this world. At the same time, feeling like you were made for something that keeps you from ever finding it - a gift and a curse. Music is my passion and it's what I'm good at but it's also kept me from developing any type of real relationship in my life."

lyrics

Let's write a letter ----- we'll die together.

Lay down, focus -- I bet you find its cold
That a nigga like me took another soul
I showed up in this bitch without a motherfuckin goal
End up stranglin you to leave you by this pole

When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
(Scream - When I look back!)

When I look back
I see the Devil's around
I see my heart that it drowned
I found I'm never allowed
To love someone for a while
Now come and worship me now
I am the God of this sound
It's busy taking me down
It's busy

(When I look back)
When I look back
I see the Devil's around
I see my heart that it drowned
I found I'm never allowed
To love someone for a while
Now come and worship me now
I am the God of this sound
It's busy taking me down
It's busy

Eatin at this part of me, who never found a God
We been here channeled with a rage I couldnt capture, your facade
It dies more slowly, put your faith inside the bible, spear or rod
I'll be remembered for the torture of my soul, I'll go to rot
Now who forgot, whos the one who been here chippin at my armor
I'm a statue of the vile, I'll remind you that I'll harm you
That I'll burn you, I'll return you to the motherfuckin woods
With no part of you to harness you to save you from the wolves
Nigga

Shh -- The Devil's here

When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back

(When I look back on this fuckin shit, this is what I fuckin get)

When I look back
I see the Devil's around
I see my heart that it drowned
I found I'm never allowed
To love someone for a while
Now come and worship me now
I am the God of this sound
It's busy taking me down
It's busy

(When I look back)
When I look back
I see the Devil's around
I see my heart that it drowned
I found I'm never allowed
To love someone for a while
Now come and worship me now
I am the God of this sound
It's busy taking me down
It's busy

Splittin up, killin us, I just want another rush
Quiet, hush, bitch I'm touched, you think I'm a human but-
I can hear the voices tellin me, to fuckin cut her up
Spread her out across the table, start on whats inside her gut
Mama what? Was you talkin? Dad told me to set her free
Whats that God? She's a virgin, lets find out how deep I'll be
Legs cracked open wide enough, to peer inside her hole and see
everything I wanna have, including how her heart it beats

When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back

When I look back
I see the Devil's around
I see my heart that it drowned
I found I'm never allowed
To love someone for a while
Now come and worship me now
I am the God of this sound
It's busy taking me down
It's busy

(When I look back)
When I look back
I see the Devil's around
I see my heart that it drowned
I found I'm never allowed
To love someone for a while
Now come and worship me now
I am the God of this sound
It's busy taking me down
It's busy

Run in here, dont stop hes near
He's part of me, its clear
Which one Taite? We both wait
Hoping that this not my fate
I'm a great, legendary
But he's gonna win this one
It hurts to not expose yo kidneys
use the razors, then the gun
Whats that son? You wanna watch?
Shit well come and sit by me
Energy, we gotta focus, cant do this so lazily
Start up by her sternum slide it down until you reach her P
P is for her pussy, snatch her open
I'll start strokin, see

I hope the ghosts are watching..

When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back
When I look back

When I look back
I see the Devil's around
I see my heart that it drowned
I found I'm never allowed
To love someone for a while
Now come and worship me now
I am the God of this sound
It's busy taking me down
It's busy

(When I look back)
When I look back
I see the Devil's around
I see my heart that it drowned
I found I'm never allowed
To love someone for a while
Now come and worship me now
I am the God of this sound
It's busy taking me down
It's busy

My Heaaaaart

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released August 4, 2021

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Taite Detroit, Michigan

Enter the world of Taite, the rising independent hip-hop luminary who bears the birth name Carl Lamar David Taite Jr. A mesmerizing journey commenced in 2013, when his solo debut mixtape "My Story" resonated on SoundCloud, unveiling a maestro of rhyme hailing from Detroit, Michigan, flaunting both an awe-inspiring technique and an enthralling, genre-blending style. ... more

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